TERRY

 
TERRY:
Spanking Stories
2008-03-14
TERRI (a short story)

Terri was nearly twenty five, but she felt like a nine year old child
with the body of an adult. As she reflected on her past and present
life, Terri had to admit she was still a child in many ways. Instead
of dolls, boys were now her toys. As with everything else in life,
Terri simply "tried things" without taking the time to determine if
there would be any negative consequences associated with her actions.
Instant gratification was the name of her game, and Terri was a
full-time and dedicated player.

Terri's friends were all losers, and most of them were even worse off
than she was. Her girl friends were hooked on various drugs or
alcohol, and most of them had already given birth to children out of
wedlock. Terri's male friends were as bad, or worse in many respects.
The ones with good jobs and money were married, but they were not good
husbands, or decent role models for their children. These guys spent
many hours working, and most of their free time in bars where the
ladies were available as needed.

The rest of the men Terri knew were just drunks or drug addicts, who
spent their whole life seeking ways to finance their next drink or
"fix". Since most of them supported their lifestyle by various forms
of criminal activity, many of them were already dead, or locked away
for long periods of time.

When Terri looked into a mirror, she saw a child hiding inside the
body of a well worn looking woman. At the age of twenty five, Terri
easily looked fifteen or twenty years older. While she had managed to
escape being impregnated, she had often wondered if she would have
aborted an unborn child as most of her female friends had done.
Terri's body was very accustomed to sex, but there was seldom even a
hint of pleasure when she gave herself to a man.

All of the things Terri had assumed would be the ultimate source of
pleasure in life, had become ritual abuse on a daily basis. Even good
food had lost it's appeal, yet she was constantly gaining weight. In
short, Terri was fed up with life, but she was terribly afraid to die.
While she claimed not to believe in God, something inside made her
sense the awful reality of hell.

Her life was composed of six days of work at the burger shop, and
seven nights of drinking at the run down clubs she frequented. She did
not do drugs, but she feared her risky sexual activity would
eventually result in a serious, if not fatal disease. There was simply
nothing in life which brought her pleasure, yet Terri would fight like
a tiger to resist those who attempted to help her.

One morning when Terri arrived at the burger shop, she was amazed to
see some technicians setting up computers in a small corner of the
store. Her shift boss Max told her the owner Ted had decided to have
the computers installed, in an attempt to drum up a little extra
business. The burger shop had quite a few collage age kids for
customers, and she knew a lot of them were avid internet freaks.

Almost before the computers were hooked up and on-line, the customers
were pushing each other around trying to get to one of the four new
computers. After Max threatened to kick out the crowd, things settled
down. The kids settled down, and agreed to take turns accessing the
internet on the new computers. Terri was amazed at how fast these
young people could type, as they entered chat rooms, posted messages,
and sent tons of email. Even sexually active Terri, was amazed by some
of the images she saw on certain web pages her customers were
visiting. She was beginning to understand why computers were becoming
so popular, especially with kids who were looking for what they
assumed would be "good times".

Terri had to work a double shift today, as her friend Tony had not
showed up at the shift change. Worse yet, he had not called in to
explain why he would miss work. Max was angry about this, but he
simply told Terri she could not leave until the store closed for the
night. As midnight approached, Terri was more than ready to head home.
She was even too tired to party, Terri just wanted to get some sleep.

As Terri began to shut down the lights, she realized all four
computers were still on. She had no idea of how to shut them down, but
she knew enough not to simply unplug them. If something happened to
all four computers while she was on duty, there would be hell to pay
from Max, and Ted the business owner. Like it or not, Terri was not
going to leave until this problem was resolved. She knew better than
to call anyone for help, as the people she worked for were not happy
when they were bothered after hours. She thought about calling some of
her friends who knew a lot about computers, but she did not want to
risk her job based on their technical advice.

Terri decided to try on her own, as she was aware of the basic steps
for shutting a computer down. She click on the start menu icon, and
almost cheered aloud when she saw the shutdown function listed right
before her eyes. She simply clicked as indicated, and three of the
four computers shut down promptly.

The last of the four computers, was a different story. There was a web
site page still displayed on the monitor screen, but the image
appeared to be "frozen". The mouse pointer would move around the
screen, but nothing she clicked on would do anything at all. She was
sure the computer was "locked up", but she had no idea of how to
restore it to service so she could shut it down and go home.

She just stared at the screen, and wondered if she was overlooking
something simple. When Terri could not find anything left to try, she
began to read the information on the web page out of boredom and
frustration. Just when she thought life could not get any stranger,
Terri realized the web page was something created by a guy who called
himself spankdad!

While Terri was aware of some kinky spanking activity people played
around with, this "spankdad" guy was telling people how spanking could
help people who had lost control of their life, and were walking on
very thin ice. It took Terri a few minutes to realize this guy was
advocating corporal punishment for adults! This was not some
pro-spanking site regarding the discipline of children, this
"spankdad" guy even advocated spanking wives under certain
circumstances.

By now, Terri was laughing and crying at the same time. Here she was
about to pass out from lack of sleep, and some nut on the internet was
trying to convince young adults that spankings were something which
might actually benefit them. As wild as this concept was, Terri made a
mental note of the email address listed on his web site. For some
reason, she just had to know more about this absurd concept.

Finally Terri gave up, and unplugged the offending computer. Three out
of a possible score of four, was something she was willing to risk at
this late hour. She would just have to face the music tomorrow, when
she reported back to work. While Terri said she did not believe in
God, she actually prayed for the stupid computer on her way home.

When Terri got home she simply dropped across the bed, without even
bothering to undress for the night. She fell asleep within a few
minutes, but her sleep was not very restful at all. Poor Terri dreamed
her boss Max had fired her because of the computer malfunction, and
had her arrested for damaging the expensive new computer. She was
hauled into court, and judge Whopper sentenced her to 90 days at the
spankdad reform school. When Terri heard the name "spankdad", she
began to plead for mercy but the judge just laughed as she was hauled
away in hand cuffs.

Terri remembered the picture of "spankdad" she had seen on the web
site, and he looked as tall as the Empire State building to her. She
also remembered a small picture of a wide and thick belt, which she
was sure she would soon face. By the time she arrived at the old house
in a place she knew nothing about, she was trembling in fear. As
"spankdad" came out of the house to take custody of her, the policemen
laughed as Terri cried. It took all of the courage she could muster,
to look up as he spoke to her in a firm but loving voice. When she
made eye to eye contact with "spankdad", she woke up from her dream in
a cold sweat. What a realistic dream! Terri was really scared, she
even wondered if she should report to work the next morning.

The next morning finally arrived, and Terri felt more confident. After
all, a dream is only a dream, and she knew in her heart she had not
done anything to harm the computer at the burger shop. When she
punched in to start her day, Max actually smiled as he greeted her.
All four computers were on, and they all appeared to be working fine.
Later that day one of her customers told her that when computers were
improperly shut down, it just required running a little program called
"scan disk" to get them back u p and running. Since she did not know
who did what to fix it, she figured the best thing would be to simply
forget the whole problems she had experienced last night.

Within a week or two, Terri was surfing the net on her breaks, and
after she got off work in the evening. She had even set up a "hotbox"
email account, and was beginning to get email on a daily basis. She
had forgotten about the spankdad web site, and the crazy dream, until
she saw a customer reading the page on-line again. She made a mental
note to check the page out, as soon as she had enough privacy to read
it in detail.

To her surprise, Terri got an opportunity to check out the web site
the very next day. Her friend Brandi was a bar maid with an eight year
old daughter, and she needed a baby sitter at the last minute. Terri
was going to decline the job, until Brandi told her she was welcome to
surf the net from her computer at home. Terri decided it would be a
great idea to get paid to baby sit, and have hours to stay on-line for
free. She accepted the offer, and reported to Brandi's place right on
time.

Terri remembered she had emailed herself the URL to that crazy
spankdad web site, so she went on-line and pulled up her HOTBOX email.
As she waited for the web page to load, she remembered that awful
dream about being sent to the spankdad reform school. She decided to
read everything on the web site, and then delete the email with the
URL.

As Terri began to read the articles spankdad had written, Terri became
aware he was not into the things she had originally thought he was.
Her dream about a reform school, was far from the truth. spankdad's
place was simply a home and family operation, where troubled adults
could have a "second chance" in life. She found it hard to believe but
spankdad was actually a minister, and the husband of a loving wife who
helped him in their ministry outreach.

Not only did they actually provide 24/7 care for adults, they did so
on a rent free, no charge basis! As Terri began to read and think
about the spankdad web site, she realized he was using the spankdad
name to appeal to people who were involved in risky BDSM type
lifestyles, or people who desired to be spanked for reasons they most
likely did not fully understand themselves.

He also seemed to advocate the idea that spanking would work as an
accountability factor for adults, just as it did for children. He
talked about adults who asked him to be a mentor, and use CP based
discipline to help keep them out of trouble. While this sounded kind
of "off the wall" to Terri, spankdad did seem to have good
documentation to back up his claims. He even quoted scriptures, to
validate most of his claims. While Terri knew almost nothing about the
bible, she was aware of some of the verses he mentioned from time to
time.

Terri was beginning to dream more about spankdad, and that big belt he
had pictured on his web site. She remember in her childhood, no one
really cared what she did. She was never spanked, but she was never
really hugged or kissed neither. Terri felt she was more of a "pet" to
her parents, than a child. She was fed and clothed, but otherwise she
was almost on her own. She left home in her teenage years, and never
looked back.

She realized the spankdad family was something she would have loved,
as it was the right combination of what life should be about. You
could tell from the web page descriptions of the home and family, that
everyone was loved and cared for. The discipline was real, but it was
fair and reasonable, and not abusive. The simple truth was, the love
filled environment worked. It was based on biblical concepts, yet
religion was not forced upon the "kids" who lived in the home. They
attended church on Sunday, but no attempt was ever made to "convert"
them to some church denomination or religious sect. The evidence for
the reality of God, was the reality of the difference He made in the
life of the believers in the home and family unit.

Terri felt she deserved to be whipped terribly, when she thought about
the things she had done in life. Worse yet, she was still doing
terrible things on a daily basis. She was beginning to consider
contacting spankdad by email, but she was afraid she might have to
endure a lot of punishment for her sins if she ever moved into his
home. The thought of his belt was something which would not just go
away, as the dreams were becoming more frequent now.

Finally, Terri got up the nerve to write spankdad. As she clicked on
the send button, her heart skipped a few beats. She remembered she was
an adult, and there was no way spankdad could force her to his
outreach in Alabama. She just wanted to discuss things with him by
email, as she did have to admit the things he said were too
interesting to ignore.

Within a few hours, Terri had a reply from spankdad. As she opened the
email, Terri found her hand shaking. She knew she was over a 1000
miles from Alabama, but that belt did look rather long! As Terri began
to read spankdad's letter to her, she found herself feeling loved by
his warm reply. spankdad told her he would be more than glad to be a
dad to her, and she was no longer to refer to him as spankdad.

He told Terri that he was willing to provide her with guidance and
counsel, in any way he could. dad said he understood most of the
people he helped could not just move away from their present home, and
move to Alabama. He told her how sometimes just talking things over,
was a good initial step toward a better life for them. A few of those
who could not relocate did visit at times, whenever possible. The
important thing was to have a desire to change, and the willingness to
takes the steps necessary to make it happen.

Dad also told Terri she was welcome to move to Alabama, if she was
willing and able to do so. Terri mentioned her fear of the belt, and
dad told her it was something she need not be overly concerned about.
He explained her past offenses were not something she would be
punished for, unless she felt it would help her avoid repeat offenses.
In most cases, the past was forgotten as it was a "new beginning" for
most of those who became household members.

Terri was told about how Jesus died and paid for her sins, so she
could escape the punishment she was due for them at the judgment. She
was told how God expects us to forgive ourselves, as well as those who
have offended us in life. This sounded too good to be true, but she
knew this was something she needed to check further into. Dad also
told Terri people often punish themselves beyond measure needlessly,
by carrying burdens about for years.

Terri remarked if this was true, how come dad still spanked people at
times? He told her it was simply a way of helping control the part of
our nature God cannot influence. He told her to check out Romans 8:7,
where God tells us our flesh CANNOT please God as it is not even
subject to Him. Terri could not understand this at first, but in time
she realized this was the reason she had failed so miserably in life.
She had been trying to do what God said was IMPOSSIBLE, for her to do.

Dad told her the key was to deal with the "fleshly nature" in ways it
would understand, such as using corporal punishment upon it. God would
deal with us through our "new spirit", if we asked Him to save us and
take control of our life. Dad told Terri many Christians were weak in
the faith, or like babies in-Christ, who could benefit from an
accountability factor until they matured in the faith and were able to
be led of the Spirit. While this adult discipline option is not
something many believed in, dad showed Terri it does have a biblical
and traditional background to support it.

By this point in time, Terri found the idea of being held accountable
for her actions would most likely change her to a great degree.
Without a penalty to face, it was just too easy to do wrong on a
routine basis. Even if the Christian talk about hell was true, Terri
figured it was an event "too far" in the future to be overly concerned
about. Even with her high-risk lifestyle, Terri would risk an eternity
without God for some "instant gratification" of some nature. She was
beginning to realize she would one day regret this, but she just could
not resist the temptations she faced every day of her life.

Even though dad explained to Terri the fact that God's forgiveness was
total and absolute, she knew the pain of a spanking would help her
deal with the problems she was burdened with while living upon this
Earth. The good news of the gospel sounded great, but Terri simply was
not ready to have what she perceived to be some sort of "religious"
ritual or experience.

On the other hand, Terri knew a real spanking would help to deter her
from doing many of the things she now did on a regular basis. If she
had to face someone like dad each time she did wrong, she would not be
doing wrong so casually in the future. If he was right about the
"religious stuff" too, Terri was in more trouble than she wanted to
even think about.

Deep down inside, Terri could tell she was going to do something she
would have not believed a few weeks ago. When dad finally told Terri
she would be accepted into his home and family, she simply packed a
few suit cases and headed to the airport for her flight to her new
home. She left a few notes behind for her ex-employer and her friends,
saying she was returning back home to her daddy. A few of her close
friends worried about this, as they knew Terri's dad had died in a car
wreck about five years ago.

As the jet liner landed in Birmingham, Terri was really having second
thoughts about her decision. While dad had told her she could start
life in his home with a clean slate, she had insisted for punishment
for at least some of her past offenses. Dad had agreed to give her
some spankings when she first arrived, so she would know what she
faced if she got into anymore trouble. While he encouraged her to seek
God's forgiveness, and then forgive herself, Terri felt it would take
some sound discipline to get her started on the right foot. While dad
disagreed, he knew some people just had to learn things the hard way.

When Terri came face to face to dad, she felt a mixture of love and
fear. He seem very caring and loving, but Terri knew there was also a
part of him which could get serious and firm when necessary. Terri had
discovered this in their email conversations, but seeing him in person
was the icing on the cake. She had gone past the point of no return,
and Terri could already feel the lick of his belt upon her backside.

When they finally arrived at the family home, Terri was surprised it
was not as fancy as she had envisioned it to be. It was a large older
home, but it had a "family" atmosphere which made it feel very safe
and comfortable. Terri thought that was strange, as she knew she was
about to undergo at least a few spankings in the very near future.

After meeting everyone in the household, Terri was told in a firm
voice to go into the back bedroom. Dad told everyone Terri was getting
her first spanking, and no one even blinked an eye. Terri could see
this was nothing unusual, as no one even made a comment about what was
about to occur.

As Terri entered the bedroom, dad closed the door behind them. Dad
asked Terri if she wanted mom to witness the spanking, since some
females feel insecure being spanked "bare butt" by a man. Terri said
no, even though she was embarrassed and scared. She just felt
comfortable with dad, even knowing what was going to take place. Terri
loosed her jeans as dad directed, but she was only required to lower
them enough to expose her buttocks area. When she began to remove her
panties, dad told her not to. Dad told her to simply pinch part of her
panties together, so her buttocks could be spanked on the bare skin.
Dad reminded her that he NEVER made females expose their genital area,
as a spanking would NEVER be used as an excuse to view a females naked
body.

Dad told Terri to simply lay face down on the bed, and to keep hold of
the headboard during her discipline. This would keep her hands out of
the way during her spanking, and it would also be a "test" to see if
she would obey while undergoing punishment. Terri knew if she
attempted to block the impact of the belt upon her buttocks, it would
just make matters worse for her.

In a flash, Terri felt the impact of dad's belt upon her bare skin.
She almost let go of the headboard due to the intensity of the pain,
but she managed to "hold on" as she had been instructed to do. When
that long wide belt impacted with her buttocks, it sounded like a gun
going off. The loud "snap" sound was something Terri had not expected,
especially when combined with the stinging pain which each lick
"brought home". Her backside felt as it was on fire, but she could do
nothing but endure her punishment. Each time the belt was applied,
Terri thought for sure she could not take another lick. She was
squirming in awful pain, but Terri was doing what she had been told to
do by dad.

With each and every lick with the belt, Terri began to cry harder. Her
emotions were a mixture of tears and relief, as she felt her pent up
frustrations being brought to the surface. She wanted to plead for dad
to stop the spanking, but she knew it would not be a good idea for her
to do so. Terri was crying and trembling, but in the back of her mind
she knew this was something she needed. If her real father had done
his job when she was a child, Terri would not have gotten herself into
so many problems in life.

As the last lick was applied, Terri jumped out of the bed and gave dad
a very firm hug, She was still crying here eyes out, but her tears
were no longer related to the pain she had just received. All Terri
knew at this moment is time was, she loved dad with all of her heart
and soul. This one "terrible" spanking had done more good for her,
than anything she had experienced in life. Understand it or not, Terri
knew she was loved by this man as a daughter would be. The spanking
had hurt a lot, but she realized it was something dad had done to help
her. Crazy as it sounded, her willingness to submit to dad made her
feel truly free for the first time in her life.

In just a few short weeks, Terri found she was a totally new person.
She had only gotten one additional spanking from dad, but she knew she
had deserved it. The second spanking was even more intense than the
first, but it had done the job. Every time Terri sat down somewhere,
she was reminded not to repeat the offence by her sore "bottom". She
had used a word dad would not tolerate any of his daughters using, and
she had paid for her offense in full.

Terri was beginning to understand God was not simply some abstract
concept reserved for those who were "bible thumpers" or religious
fanatics. Dad had began to tell her about the 'heavenly Father", who
love her beyond measure. Terri was learning how Jesus had died for her
sins, and how He had suffered the ULTIMATE in corporal punishment so
she could escape it herself.

Terri knew she was about to begin a "new creation" in-Christ, and her
experiences with dad were only a temporary stop along the path toward
a better life. While dad promised to be consistent in her discipline,
he also told Terri there would come a day when the Spirit of God would
direct her steps. This sounded great to Terri, as she realized her
present discipline sessions would not be necessary for too much
longer. Terri would be happier being Spirit led, than belt led
anytime!

This story ends on a good note. Terri got saved within a few weeks of
moving into dads home, and she found she loved family life more than
she ever thought possible. Dad had showed Terri there was a way for
people to function as a family, if everyone lived the roles God
intended for them to follow.

Terri now knew that sex was a precious gift of God, intended for the
pleasure of a husband and his wife. As Terri had begun to study the
scriptures, she realized she was going to enjoy being a submissive
spouse one day. She would wait upon God, and allow Him to provide
Terri with a man who would love and protect her for life. Terri now
knew what a real man was supposed to be like, and she was willing to
"hold out" until she found one.

Just as Terri began to wash a load of clothes, she heard dad calling
out her name. That special "something" in his voice was a sure
indication Terri was about to meet Mr. Belt again. It had been a
while, which only made the pain seem to hurt more. The awful part was,
Terri had no idea of what she had done. As she responded to dad's
call, Terri smiled. She thought to herself, "what would my old friends
think if they could see me now?" Somehow, it no longer mattered at
all. Terri was totally free, even when she was OTK...

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